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i ate a twinkie and realized i ate a months rent

i watched videos of myself and realized i need to be more embarrased

are these camera even on?

i call my penis the dirty projector

there are stores that prey on me

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in the shoe department
it smells like fart
and there is a woman with a scent from youth
I did not think too much after that





shoe department farts
a woman, I smell my youth
thoughts stop after that

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8:40a

Repeatedly think “True men are born from the lack of affection from family”.

Wondering why I keep thinking it.

In Chinatown i am visually stimulated.

It is garbage day so it smelled.

Fresh.

Sparkle sidewalks and they are stamped with chinese characters embossed on circle plates.

They are also stained with some trash juice from the morning sidewalk purge.

For the first time I looked up at some of the second floors where there were open doors next to fire escapes.

I imagine living there and shaking my carpet over the morning ledge

Over some produce

On top of produce customers.

My shoe stuff.

On their baby boks and on their lettuce.

Walk more

I follow a forklift carting a pile of dead pigs.

They are stacked like Lincoln logs.

Heads over legs over torsos.

They have grey turkey lunchmeat skin.

But they look fake.

The forklift is fast

I want to catch up

I want to ask if I can touch them

I won’t.

So back to pork buns.

Ah shit

That was my porkbuns.

a very short food story

When the guy woke up the cat was starring corner side on the mattress.
Not twitching, the guy stared  back for a while.
As the guy didn’t blink for extended times, the guy saw things. 
Things like rainbows melting through the cats night black fur.
So the guy got up put a blanket on the cat and forgot the cat was there.

There are no doors in the guys house so the tenants have to crawl up rafters to get from room to room.
The guy got lost in the rafters and ended up in the neighbors powder room.
The floor seemed lower.
There appeared to be no way the guy could go back.
The guy had to stay.
Looking through rooms since there was nothing else to do the guy found a food fetish orgy and signs saying “cedar salad toss”.
With the door to the food fetish party shut, the guy could hear lettuce eating sedated people in water.
The guy suffers heart palpitations and soon heart failure from avoiding his health for the past few years.
The guy shits his pants and dies.

The guy is mourned, but not mourned too much, at the funeral
The funeral is long and full of food fetish people uncomfortably waiting for the next party.